I don't think I am on PEG. I am actually doing very well and had almost stopped taking pain meds. I find that normal pain from treatment tends to get worse over time if I stop taking pain meds so I was taking moorphine one a day or less. After Monday, the biopsy, it is a different story.

Today I picked up Tamerol(sp) and an nsaid. Tamerol is making nauseaous and I can feel the pain sneaking up on me. I got some control over it last night after taking two more vicaden.

I am waiting for Monday to call the doctor. I am going to ask him if I can talk to him for a while instead of residents. I don't think residents have the experience to understand this kind of pain.

I know several people with cancer histories and the one thing they do not complain about is accessibility to pain meds. I have been complaining about pain trying to get doctores to look at the reason but now am thinking that I should not have to endure this if medications are available. 4 months is enough of this.

Thank you. I mostly want to vent and appreciate getting to do so heer.