Thanks folks. I was supposed to start work today but the disabilty company had not processed the paperwork for me to come back part time. I was surprised by my boss bgeing there since he works out of Texas. I am in Virginia. I decided to continue to be 100% upfront with him and told him about the biopsy. Now the good part:

We talked a little about religon and I explained how I just could not find any thing to believe in. I have been trying and reading all sorts of stuff for years, not just since cancer. To make a detailed story a little less detailed he actually explained some Christian concepts to me that made a lot of sense. I was totally surprised by what he was saying to me. He took the time this morning and showed me how to give myself to Jesus and how to pray to God. We prayed or he led me in through a prayer to god on behalf of Jesus.

This subject is difficult for me to discuss because I have been dangling in search of some kind of faith and spirituality. Today I left work of all places feeling like I now have a connection or starting point for finding my faith.
Gifts are sometimes wrapped in unusual wrapping paper....


Age 52, T2 N0 M0 SCC of left anterior floor of mouth. Esophagoscopy, Direct laryngoscopy, Resection of left anterior FOM lesion w/ lateral tongue. left selective neck dissection levels I-IV. 5x6cm skin graft coverng excision. Finished 33-35 rad Tx. False recurrence 12-22-10 last surgery 2-15-10