John passed yesterday morning. He was referred to the palliative care team after the MO found new growths in his lungs and swollen nodes in his airway in early November. He had a fall at home last Thursday and fractured two ribs. The next day, pneumonia returned. The pneumonia was a problem he had been fighting off-and-on since early July. He was admitted to hospital on Saturday and his condition quickly deteriorated. He breathed his last early yesterday morning with me and his son by his side. It was quiet, peaceful and there was no pain.

I am very proud that he fought a long, hard but valiant battle and for his contribution to the research and treatment of head and neck cancer by his participation in two clinical trials and a groundbreaking procedure for opening up an esophagus closed by strictures resulting from radiation. No one could have asked him to fight harder.

The nurses at the palliative care unit were exceptional. They took me through step by step the last two days of John's life so that I knew what to expect. They are models of knowledge and compassion.

I have learned so much from my participation in this group. One of my first posts was "What do I need to have ready at home in preparation for treatment?" I have come a long way from those days, thanks to all who have posted and responded. Sometimes even what may seem like a minor detail ended up making a huge difference for me as a caregiver. There is indeed power in knowledge.

I wish all of you who are reading this well. You are my second family and whatever one feels for one's family, I feel for you.

My condolences on your loss he was a true Warrior1!! Semper-Fi Bob

Oh Gloria. I am so sorry and saddened to read this. Both you and John have been inspirational to me the last few years. John lead the way in Immunotherapy trials for us all and I always looked out for your posts and updates.
You yourself have been a role model . An amazingly positive Caregiver and a wonderful advocate for John.
Whenever I have faced challenges, I remember your quote and I have adjusted my sails.
Take care.
Tammy

I'm also very saddened to hear this, Gloria. You and John were both an inspiration, and supportive to many here in many ways, including myself.

Gloria,

I am sorry to hear the news of the loss of another warrior in this terrible battle. He did contribute much to advance the path to discover cures for this disease.

We are family here and hope you stay close and near to us. This place is forever home to you.

Don

I am sad to hear of John's passing. But I am glad to hear he passed comfortable with you and his son by his side. Thanks for your sharing and caring.

Gloria, I am so very sorry!!! You have been an excellent caregiver for your husband, John. May he rest in peace, free from pain and sickness. I hope that in time, you can look back and remember happier, healthier times, finding comfort in those memories.

((((HUGS))))

Gloria,

I hated reading this sad news. I have your quote memorized and have referred to it often for perspective and strength. You and John have been an amazing team.

Lottie

I am saddened to hear about this. My prayers are with you and your family. Thank you and John for all the help for the cancer community and for us on the forum who learn from the posts.

Gloria,

I am truly so very sorry for your loss and I am literally at a loss for words. My deepest condolences.

This news hit me hard and I am deeply sorry for your loss. You and John have been so inspirational with your indefatigueable spirit and unquenchable enthusiasm. I cannot even begin to tell you the number of times I have thought of you guys fighting and winning when I have felt down and felt sorry for myself.

I have said repeatedly that you guys are an inspiration to everyone here, and I think I speak for everyone when I say we all thank you for sharing your story with such earnestness and we are all mourning with you.

I wish I had better words of comfort to offer - you are in our thoughts.

The Hellion