Donna,
I too say stuff like that all the time. Right after my DX we were in a book store walked by the 2009 calender. I believe I heard myself say out loud. "I wonder if I even need one of those". I really try not to do it around the kids. Kinda freaks them out.
I now say thinks like, "I survived cancer so I can drive a piece of **** car?"

40 yr old. Stage IV SCC found left tonsil. PET/CT shows cancer on base of tongue, floor of mouth, lymph nodes on both sides. HPV 16 pos. 6 weeks of cisplatin, 43 days of radiation. 73gy on each side.
ND March 2, 2009
reoccurance dx'd Aug 19, 2009