The first year is really hard- just being anxious about making sure everything is gone and going through the treatments and recovering from the assault on your body. The 2nd year gets easier. I will be celebrating 2 years from my surgery tommorrow. Never would I have thought I'd be going out to celebrate with my husband and sister and brother in law- but that is what we will be doing just that tommorrow. This past year has all about getting back in shape and getting my life back. Its been amazing. I'm so happy and thankful I survived and recovered as well as i did. i didn't knwo how far I could go to getting back to the old me- I definitely have things I can't do but I've gotten so much back.
So just be patient and take each day as it comes and keep pressing forward. You are doing great. Hang in there!!!
KATE