Magdalena,

I am happy and grateful to be alive! Despite the occasional bouts of fear my life is very full and I feel fortunate to have recovered from treatment as well as I have.

Hang in there. Thank God the cancer is shrinking. I remember my brother, who is a doctor, telling me during my treatment that as bad as I felt the cancer was doing worse. The side effects of the treatments we endure are brutal but it does kill the cancer. It seems that you are having the same sort of feelings.

Thanks again for temporarily letting me hijack your thread. I will include you in my prayers for continued cancer shrinkage.