I really hope you are right about the aprehensiveness...Gosh I feel so much like I am on unchartered waters yet I know there are those who have travelled them before. Still we forge ahead day by day hoping that it was nothing or we didn't miss a turn. Today is much better and I think I do over react for the most part but when it comes to cancer I can there be an over reaction? It's just I can't believe how crappy I felt yesterday...now today with a bit of getting out and moving around things seem to be less still a small pressure but not real noticable only when I concentrate on it can I feel it...So it is like that old saying if a tree falls in the woods does it make a noise. If I have to concentrate on a pain or a pressure to feel it is it really there...hmmm I wonder...so for today I will just continue on and the best I can do is monitor write down and ask when I talk to a professional.