Thank you all. It's hard to find time for myself between the little ones and my husband. He tends to like me helping him the best but understands when I need a little break. His brother is coming down tonight to stay for 2 weeks so I'm very happy about that. He keeps going up and down on his nausea. We just can't seem to figure out what is causing it and what helps it. I feel at this point that I know as much as the Dr's do. My husband gets upset because they all just want to throw new drugs at him and no one wants to discover the problem. Now, the local Oncologist is referring us to an "infectious disease Dr" to help answer the question. Does he or does he not have an infection still and maybe they will have an idea about the cause of the nausea. There are just so many Dr's involved now. They are going to try and get us in if they get a cancellation.
I better get back upstairs. Thank you all for your advice. The book sounds good. My daughter has asked about Heaven before when my mom passed away from cancer. I do not look forward to those conversations. I'm trying to just go day to day. I'm sorry everyone on this board has experienced this cancer in some way. It's such a nightmare.
Love, Tammy