I would say you have your hubby on your mind , evem if it's in subconsous part of your mind. That has to be a natural thing for all of us. Just putting my thoughts here and maybe 100% wrong. I think everyone else has said it all but worrying about your man.

Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here