I so depressed. Her health problems are numerous at this point. She is currently in the hospital fighting a C-Diff infection, broken ankle, irregular heart rate, a blood clot. In light of her type of cancer, her oncologist suggested that we halt any treatments. She had her mandibule removed in June. The surgey did not completely remove all the cancer. She is not a canidate for chemo and had radiation that did not work before.

I am just so sad now adays. I hate to see her suffer. Yet, I am scared to lose my mom. It's painful to think about life without her. I cry all the time now. It occupys my mind all the time. I am the only child. I am not married. I have to get myself together so I can work.

I would like to hear how others got through this time in thier lives.