Hi everyone! hope you are all having/had a good day/night. Now tell me this if someone could please? Whys is it that "long acting slow release meds" (mscontin100mg ...im not mucking round here)only work for about an hour or two on me???...same goes for my cocaine mouthwash. AND EVERYTHING I put in my mouth stings like hell...since when did water sting? or milk? or babies custard or babie food of ANYKIND!!!? I am positive that this morning there is a centipide (Jim and Bren and the Gang from the "lumpy Saga" post will know what I mean) convention on in my mouth today. The ladies have their stilletoes on and Heaven help me I am SURE some of them are cross dressers so I get 1/2 as many more spikes! (haha) Which reminds me...IF i(and it looks possible) that i have a low pain threshold, will they keep trying to help me? I am so worried they wont 'get' me and will this Im putting it on just to get drugs! grrr (as a few of you know the muso tag isnt a good lead introdution to any new Dr) Also, I am on my way to a nose tube I fear immesly (I had one in hospotal and man it hurt like hell...the food was cold and made me feel lie throwing up and I was never full, PLUS it was that disgusting 'ensure' YUCKKKK!!...I am trying my best but this is my just under halfway point so will my tongue get twice as bad as it is now (God help me) My Tongue (it now gets a capital letter at the start of the word, like a name, as it has taken on a life of its own at this point) would EASILY get a role on the X-files...NO "Alien Versus Predator"...would be "Alien and Predator team up to take on Lyns SCARY TONGUE" laugh ("be VERY afraid to go to sleep you never know what will be in your mouth in the morning"...or "AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE FELT PAIN????") I know it sounds like im joking...I am... its just my way of dealing with it...But seriously any food help (soothing and not stingy) would be most appreciated Peace and Love from Down Under Lyn cool


Tongue Cancer SCC Removal of 2/3 of right side tongue, neck disection-34 lymph nodes removed. flap for new tongue made from left wrist in 2007. Now (mid 2011) speech has been back to normal since early 2009, and Im back working as a singer. So far so good!
2016... Still cancer free! Yay.