Thanks Amy and Michelle, your words comfort me more than you know. I guess I'm trying to justify my decision to have Rad/Chemo without any visible. My friends are asking me whats up and I don't have any answers. The doc said something like adding Chemo decreased recurrance like 29%. I tried to find that and ended up spinning around from one website to another. I know it is not very zen like, but it takes work and studying to achieve a state where you can be happy all the time. As my father used to say, eat eat, you need energy to worry!