I want to reply to this, but i dont know how. That last comment you made was harsh and i believe not needed. I too had issues with your topic, but I knew you were in pain. I recenntly lost my mom to this and she was my best friend. And i was her caregiver, so i know how hard that can be, but To not be able to have a chance to ever speak to her again, kills me. You and your husband still can have that. He did have a choice in what he did.