The side effects for some of us can be daunting. I was pretty much disabled for 18 months. After all of the physical things simmered down, then the mental and emotional issues had to be resolved. I had a hard time concentrating and putting whole sentences together for a while. I had difficulty speaking for a few months. Then I had to rebuild my body from the severe muscle atrophy and weight loss. It took almost 2 years to get back on our feet financially. If they were to give us a whole body dose of the amount radiation we typically receive, we would be dead in a few days.

I feel really good now, with normal energy levels but it took 2 years. Like Minnie, sex is a want, not a need - breathing, eating, hydration and survival are needs. I think that the brain goes into a survival mode and automatically shuts down non-vital functions. It will go back to normal once the crisis is over.


Gary Allsebrook
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Dx 11/22/02, SCC, 6 x 3 cm Polypoid tumor, rt tonsil, Stage III/IVA, T3N0M0 G1/2
Tx 1/28/03 - 3/19/03, Cisplatin ct x2, IMRT, bilateral, with boost, x35(69.96Gy)
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"You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes" (James 4:14 NIV)