Hi Maz,
I'm not certain I understand your post. What treatment are they now going to do this time? Are you having surgery or radiation? Is it possible for them to rmeove the tumor with laser surgery? I had a total laryngectomy and outside of having a hole in my neck and not being able to swim or sing, my quality of life is just fine. So if it comes to that, it is not the 'end of the world'.

Take care,
Eileen


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Aug 1997 unknown primary, Stage III
mets to 1 lymph node in neck; rt ND, 36 XRT rad
Aug 2001 tiny tumor on larynx, Stage I total laryngectomy; left ND
June 5, 2010 dx early stage breast cancer
June 9, 2011 SCC 1.5 cm hypo pharynx, 70% P-16 positive, no mets, Stage I