Well, Flo, just the group of nutty fistula watchers. Packer had one on his neck for 6 months that finally healed after 2 wks of antibiotics, wait 2 months, neck swells up, fistula opens, drains crappy dark brown stuff, back on 2 antibiotics, drainage has stopped, he`s feeling better, but I`m not sure whether we want it to heal, if this keeps happening..........as far as your sister feeling she looks like a freak, Frank actually had people yell out of a car at him "Hey Freak". I`m like you, I don`t even see the disfigurement anymore.......and it`s a good thing I don`t pack a gun, or I`d be gunning down anyone who stares !!! If I catch them, I just stare back............I know how you`re feeling.......Hugs and Prayers...Dee