Instead of tattoos why not donate the money you would've spent on them to the OCF. Someday you might regret the tattoos, but probably won't regret the money going to a very good cause that has helped so many people. The loud rock sounds like a good idea though. Hopefully your good memories of Packer and your time together will eventually become more vivid than the memories of pain and suffering he and you endured during his long, horrible illness.