Thanks, Karen, PeteyB, and Sue. This has been one of those days that things have really been hitting me. It's hard to explain to others not in the situation. When people ask " Are you doing o.k." It's hard to say, " I don't know right this second I might be but in 5 minutes I might be a basketcase.:" Thanks for listening to me vent. I have a feeling I be doing a lot of that.