My husband is going through radiation right now. Today is his 15th one so we are halfway through the 30 treatments. Everyone said it would get worse and it is. He's pretty much not eating and has lost 5 pounds since Friday. The dr. told him he would not be working next week. So I guess the worse is still coming. Overall, he has had I good attitude but is starting to get really crabby. Last night he was pretty short with our girls. I'm trying my best to be supportive,caring, encouraging, etc. But sometimes I just want to scream and tell him you brought this on all by yourself by chewing that stupid tobacco! I know that I can't do that but sometimes I just want to. I just want this to all go away so bad. I want us to have our normal live back. I'm sorry for feeling this way. I know I need to pull myself together and quit feeling sorry for myself.