Michelle, one thing I have done for John since his cancer treatment started was to print anything on this site that I thought he would care to read, or would answer a question for him. I'm sure there are over 200 pages in his ring binder now. I also printed several "patient" blogs from men that helped him with thoughts and feelings he was struggling with. He can read these print outs at his own pace and as many times as he wants to. Those 200 + pages represent 2 to 4 hrs. a night and long hrs. on weekends since Apr. 1st, 2005 of my reading and asking questions on this forum [and sometimes on Drug company sites or sites Gary sends us to]. He and I have both learned a tremendous amount about fighting this battle and the practical information has been great.Thank goodness for people who are willing to share! Amy