Lisa..thanks so much. It is definitely a blessing and curse to be in the health profession during this. All you know seems to fly out the window when it is your own family, and all I know is end of life care! This diagnosis and treatment stuff is not my area. However, you put things in perspective, and you are right..I do have the knowledge and expertise to put resources in motion. The hardest part so far, and we are only just starting, is that Bill looks to me to make his decisions and interpret information. It's a difficult position...I have told him that he needs to be educating himself about his disease, and that while I will help him process the info from the docs, I WILL NOT be put in the position of making decisions for him. Already, in the few appointments we have had, as soon as the doc starts talking, I see a glaze come over his eyes. He tells them to talk to me.."she's my manager." My husband has been trying to get him to learn to use a computer, way before all this happened, but he is resistant and with this has given it up. Thanks for the support...Wendy