dear misskate,
I am so sorry you are going through this.

You posted on your blog of this incredibly tough time, as well as here. I noticed however, that you made positive statements that stood out.
I was very struck at how you offered options to yourself in a positive manner. Like the popcorn, torture or pleasure? You considered the option of being able to smell popcorn COULD be a pleasure if you made it be. You acknowledged the fact that you are getting better and stronger each day.

After reading that post I saw that you are a very strong woman and you are going to get through this.

I am in your corner, rooting for you. Stay strong. Continue to be kind to yourself.

Ginny
(CG to Mike)