-Well yet again you guys have come through with brilliant support and advice.I did liquidise dinner last night and he a ate some but not very much and when i asked him why? he said he had had enough.What do i do in answer to that?I felt like crying to be honest,something that i feel a lot when he wont do what i suggest or ask is that selfish?I spend my day trying to think of things to feed him and they end up in the bin and i just feel like i have my children back at weaning stage again.All i need is for him to tip his plate upside down on his head !!!
And then this morning ,just like my little boy used to, he sat on the edge of the bed and said look Liz and pulled his bottom lip down.The skin on his lips has all peeled of and the inside of his bottom lip looks like chopped liver.I feel such a cow now.
the postman has just delivered a biotene dry mouth care system that i ordered on line and some mouth spray so i will read the litreture and see how it all works,but will speak to the radiologist about his lips this afternoon.I am going to make a big pot of soup and a beef casserole today and see how we get on and most of all try to remember that this about Rob and not me lol.
see you all tomorrow(i guess you are all in bed as i write this)
love