I did it!!! Its over and out!!! No more Treatments!!! This morning was a little rough, they had to stop the treatment cause i got sick, the second treatment, i went in lil more drugged up, to come through it! I never in my right mind thought today would be as emotional as it was! I have cried out of relief, out of joy, out of just being tired of all this! I realized today, that this has been a very important part of my life...I wonder if i have been tested, my heart, my strength, why did i survive cancer when you didnt? I feel almost quilty, I miss you everyday, every second of time! You are one of my guardian angels i can feel it. I love you Mother and miss you always. I want to thank everyone one in my support group...My husband, my children, my sister, my sister-in-law, and all of you out there. I couldnt have even begun to do this without each and everyone of you. Tim, i can see the light at the end of your tunnel and it is shining bright, hang in there! And Amy, you are so right, tomarrow in the first day of the rest of my life...I cant wait to stop and smell the roses, and to feel the sunshine in my face,(not on the neck yet though haha) I promise to take each day as it comes and learn to take all the small things in life and remember the importance they play. I will tell all the ones that i need to tell, i love them no matter when or for whatever. I will not take life for granted anymore! Or all the loved ones around me! I will no longer be on the site "currently in treatment" but i will be around in other topics because i will remain on here until there is nothing else to be said about oral cancer! So for awhile if you need me, i will be in " After Treatment Issues " . Thank you again to all my new friends i have met through here and know that all of you will always be in my prayers. I cant say its been fun...but it has been real!!!