Thank you everyone for your support. I will let you know how it comes out.

I think the reason I am so up tight is that my experience with Chemo & radiation were not good.

When I was in radiation the gal that started me pin me down to tight and I could not breath. This happen for the first 3 days. I started having anxiety attacks. Which I had never had before. Then they switched her out & a different gal took over. She was better, but it still was hard to go through.

My Chemo was fine for the frist one. Then the 2nd one was hard on me. I was in hospital off & on the first week. They could not give me the 3rd cause it would kill me.

So this is why I am a little nervious about it. I just have to learn to face what ever comes. smile

Thanks DM

2004 SCC R.tip 1/4 tongue Oct. 2005 R. Neck SCC cancer/Chemo Cisplatin 2x/8wks. Rad. Removed Jugular vein, Lymph gland & some neck muscle. TX finished 1/20/06... B.Cancer 3/29/07 Finished 6/07 Bi-op 7/15/09 SCC in-situ, laser surgery removed from 1st. sight. Right jaw replacement 11/3/14. 9 yrs cancer free as of Jan. 2015