Hi all,

I am a little nervous about my scan on the 18th,. This will be my first since treatment.

I just want it to be ok, because my husband just can't take to much more. All of this has been real hard on him.

It has been hard on me too. As you all know. I can only hope for the best. I guess I worry because I thought we got it the first time with the tounge 2004. So I know it can come back.

I am getting more up tight as time gets closer.

Yet I want to know too. It is a mixed emotions at this point. confused I am sure this is all normal.

I have one prayer I say to my self all the time it helps. Here it is "Thank You God for what I have and Thank You God for what I don't have"

I started that prayer when I was about 25. Many years ago. It helps on anything.

Ok, I just wanted a place to vent...... sorry
bye for now. DM

2004 SCC R.tip 1/4 tongue Oct. 2005 R. Neck SCC cancer/Chemo Cisplatin 2x/8wks. Rad. Removed Jugular vein, Lymph gland & some neck muscle. TX finished 1/20/06... B.Cancer 3/29/07 Finished 6/07 Bi-op 7/15/09 SCC in-situ, laser surgery removed from 1st. sight. Right jaw replacement 11/3/14. 9 yrs cancer free as of Jan. 2015