Minnie
I am not sure if you seeing an endrocrinologist or your regular Doc for your thyroid but they should be treating this condition with the same urgency concern and aggression as your cancer docs...it is a quality of life issue...there are different meds that can be used some that can be taken twice a day to better control the condition. It may be time to find a better specialist. We all have mood swings etc it is our perrogative as woman

but I know too well those feelings of I can't believe I am saying or doing this and being out of control. It is not neccessary to suffer with something that can be treated especially after everything else you have been through and if it's not your thyroid they should be able tell you that too...sooner than later...I'll ask around and try to send you some info privately. Hugs Denise