Dear Vicki,
I have been thinking about you - - - hadn't seen any posts and I knew that you had been feeling discouraged last time you were here. So glad you 'returned,' although I am sorry that things don't seem brighter in your world. I DID pick up on the comment that there are "so many things you CAN do," and I hope you bring those positive things to mind when the day gets the better of you. My Tom has almost stopped mentioning the long list of things he misses, and has focused on the little things he has begun to do....like little exercises, walking, improving his standing heart rate, drinking better.....It looks like his PEG will be in for quite awhile, and while he used to almost cry over it, he is now looking at it as his tool for full recovery.
I cannot imagine your discomfort and level of discontent, Vicki,but I will say that you ARE a great source of inspiration to us....when I tell Tom what you and others on this board have suffered and conquered, he is renewed in his fight. We will continue to pray for your recovery and for His peace in your life......you know you are not alone.
Love
Nicki