Hello all,

I am feeling extremely anxious and scared about my moms appointment with her ENT tommorrow. When I discussed the scar tissue versus tumor issue with him last week he seemed to think that what the dentist was seeing was scar tissue but he wants to see her tommorrow anyway just to check it out. I just really hate the feeling that I get before she goes for the appointment. I can remember sitting in the waiting room for the doctor so we could get some biopsy results and I swear I was practically climbing the walls going crazy. I wish I was a little less of a worry wart because this stuff just kills me. I'm sure all the stress I've had for the last year because of this awful diesese has taken years off my life. I just wish there was an easier way for me to cope and that I handled stuff like this a little better.

Thanks for letting me vent.....

Dani


Originally joined OCF on 12/12/03 as DaniO or Danijams
Dani-Mom SCC BOT & floor of mouth surgery-recur then surgery/rads & chemo completed 3/04
surgery 11/06 to remove dead bone & replace jaw w/ leg bone & titanium plate