Well my dentist appointment got bumped to today and...

no cancer. no nothing. Said i have healthy teeth- healthier than most my age. Yes I do have a receeded gum line on one canine- that can be fixed with a soft tissue graft- IF i feel the need. He said there is an acceptable amount of healthy tissue on it still.

He didnt really look all that much. I asked him about cancer and he laughed and said "no, you nullified the possibility when you quit. You have a better chance of getting AIDS from a toilet seat." A humorus man.

I do have to get my wisdom teeth removed. Not looking forward to that or braces- but as long as I dont have cancer, life is good. I was thinking about having a biopsy at the ortho's anyways- just to put my mind at ease cause theres still that little white thingy under my skin.

But for the most part, I'm not really scared anymore. But I'm VERY determined to get my friends and peers to quit chewing- which is VERY prevelant here. I've already scared my best friend into quitting. But I have to do more really.

Its so bad. They make it taste like goddamn candy- YOU KNOW theyre trying to get the kids. Thats how they got me for awhile- alot of it taste like a lollipop for crying out loud. I remember it, apple, berry blend, peach- you KNOW thats directed twords the teens/ kids. I remember enjoying it because it didnt taste so nasty like copenhagen. Its just tobbacco companies trying to get kids. It's sick and evil.

Either way- I learned alot. I'm going to have a biopsy and stuff still. But I really thank everyone. Alot-

Kale