Thanks to all of you for your support. Once again I did not mean for my problem and worry to cause grief or otherwise bother anyone here, and I sincerely apologize if I have done so.

I admittedly am a person who is not content to let sleeping dogs lie. I HAVE to research anything I like, want or am going through fervently, and in the case of diseases, that ends up doing more than harm for me then good.

An example, I am concerned because this thing is apparently on my Tonsillar Pillar right? Ive been somewhat comforted by the fact that as long as this has been going on now I havent developed any palpable swollen lymph nodes, and I get so frustrated because it seems like the information I find is purposely put there to destroy any hope I have. I read that if it begins in the Tonsillar pillar, its UNlikely to manifest in the lymph nodes. These are the kind of things that make me concerned, and I just feel the need to discuss them to prevent myself from going nuts.

Thanks again everyone.