Glenn,
I feel terrible about David's unfortunate passing as well as the travails that many others here have endured and are enduring at present.
In Ronnie's defense, I remember freaking out over the weekend that I waited for the results of my barium swallow to see if it looked like I had a tumor and perhaps cancer. Once Monday came and I was scoped and found out that I indeed had a large tumor in my throat, I was very calm.
For some reason the not knowing is the hardest part.
Danny G.