RDB,
You know what really sucks? A 48 year old man and member of this forum has passed away after a one year battle with this cancer. Cancer not just once, but 3 times in one year! I am going to feel as bad as the next person if you get bad news, but give it a rest until the results are in. I have said this before, get a grip of yourself. People on here have faced imminent death with less drama.
Good luck,
Glenn