Lisa, welcome to the site. Sorry you needed to find us. Would suggest you start a new thread of your own. That way we can better help you through this new experience you are entering. Some of the other folks are more skilled than I with how to manipulate this site, perhaps they can move it for you. At any rate, where are you in your treatment? Are you at a comprehensive cancer treatment center with a team of doctors working on your case? What is the stage and size of your cancer? Let us know and we will try to help you anticipate what's coming.