Gary-
Thanks for your reply. For starters, I was taking Zoloft after I had my daughter and for a while after I had my son for anxiety issues and it did work well, but the side effects were bad when I went off of it, even though I weaned myself more slowly than even the docs recommended. As for the ENT bit, I am not happy with the quality of care I recieved from this guy that I went to for my biopsy, never wanted to tell me the truth, or what he REALLY thought for that matter. Maybe because I am 24 and he does not want to be the one to diagnose me, but unfortunately the pathologists report came back questionable from the biopsy and my ENT did not want to misdiagnose me (even though he was sure it was an early SSC base of tongue). SO, long story short, I see the Oncologist today and he will look at the slides of my biopsy and give me his verdict. I made a decision to get a babysitter for my children and leave them home. I am thinking that as soon as someone sees them, they feel like they can't tell me the truth, for fear of me getting upset in front of them or because they feel bad for me. I don't know if this is true, but I am thinking that way. Well, if my diagnosis is cancer, I am going to have to see a new ENT that treats me like a human and addresses my concerns!! I hope the Oncologist will understand about me seeing someone new. If he does not, guess I am going to another Oncologist too! Thanks for your input, it was much appreciated!