Betty, Take a deep breath...and breathe. I know just how you feel, i was really scared too at first, READ,READ,and READ more on here, read everyones post, it really does help alot, first you learn you are not alone in this, second you will meet great people, that will help you get through this scarey time. As far as the mouth sores, i used "DGL"(deglycyrrhizinated licorice root extract) got it at a health food store, dissolved a tablet and applied it to the sore, within a day or so, the sore was gone!!! Any other thing you need help on, just ask, everyone will be able to help and let you know what worked for them. YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS, some days will be harded than the others, but just remember to take one day at a time and READ!!!