Betty,

My sense is that if you aren't scared, you don't understand what you're up against. Being scared is a perfectlynormal way to feel. Use the fear to motivate you to get educated - that's the best wayto put this energy to good use.

Clint

Age 46; SCC BOT T3N1M0l dx 9/06
Cisplatin x3; radiation x42
Completed tx 10/31; Selective neck dissection 12/06