Jewely

Congratulations on getting thru surgery and radiation. I went thru both last spring and summer. Both are difficult steps physically and mentally for different reasons. Surgery was intense but recovery was judged and noticed almost daily. Radiation felt less intense and long slow burn with recovery judged in weeks and months. I can now eat most non-spicy foods after over a year.

I was quite nervous about my speech and appearance as I started interfacing with people. But, after a couple days and interactions, I noticed people that had never met me seemed fine. They certainly could tell something was off with my speech. But, they could understand me well enough. And, those that knew me from before were just excited to see me recovering and up and about again.

My speech much better now but there is still a lisp. My scars healed fairly well but still there. I feel blessed to be back into full life.

As for anxiety, yes, I do recommend you try a therapist, counselor, or similar. You may start and then decide you only need them for a short period. Or, maybe they are quite helpful and you work with them for an extended period. Probably worth trying.

Good luck and keep us informed.

Nels