i lived your world. i posted some above.

mine is on his second round of cancer. he survived the first one even with refusing to take in fluids most of the months he was sick. he went through a few more hospitals stays in between.

I had to let it go. the stress on you is unfair. Take care of yourself.


Spouse of 58 yr old with BOT cancer
Stage 4a HPV16 positive
3 chemo treatments cisplantin
35 radiation treatments 7000 cGy
former smoker/chewed tobacco for 38 yrs.
1/2020 diagnosed with cancer near TMJ
4/2020 chemo 5 days every 2 weeks
6/2020 proton therapy
9/21/2020 cancer free