what a tough story to read. I have been having an off day about 5 weeks out and read about your husband's inertia and resistance. It gave me the proper kick in the butt to get off my pity pot. I find that when I make a gratitiude list that helps me too, so I will be doing one of those right away. I also pray. for strength to meet each day, to be able to cope with any problems that come my way. Today I am wiped out and having trouble eating and my stomach is upset. But I have the love of my family, literally hundreds of people well wishing me whenevrer they see me, and some strong desire to get better every day.
I hope YOU get an opportunity to continue to vent. Very important.