So I finally quit smoking on Feb 1 (yes, THREE days ago) and it just so happens that my annual physical was booked for today. He finds an "unusual hard mass" inside my cheek and is sending me to a ENT guy. The end.

I just don't feel good about this. Yeah, yeah, could be a number of things or nothings but for some reason this is bugging me big time. So I get in there with the light and sure enough there's this blackish/purplish/reddish thing there. I've spent tonight looking at every gross picture online and haven't seen anything too similar to this, which may very well be a good sign. I don't know.

Anyway, I have no idea when my appointment will be. Maybe it's the not smoking that's making me all freaky. Ugh. Thanks for reading this.