So sorry you are going through this! I feel your pain as I am having some suspicious nodes looked at on Wednesday. Hopefully both of ours will end up being nothing to worry about. I am distracting myself by eating my favorite foods and watching some movies I've been putting off seeing. Basically doing whatever the heck I want. Hugs and prayers to you.

Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

31 @ Dx SCC of tongue right side May 27, 2011, no tobacco, light drink
Partial gloss. and ND June 2011 - 2 jaw nodes positive ("encapsulated")
33 rads ended 10/21/11.
Dx Non small cell lung cancer 05/18/15