I remember you, Donna, from my first times on this site. Seems strange for the cancer to come back after such a long time so I'm hoping it is just some other bodily aberration. I identify with every word you write because I go through the same feelings with every ulcer, lump and bump. It's Monday afternoon here now so hope it is close to when you can talk to a doctor or nurse.
Thinking of you!!!
Regards
Maureen

1996, ovarian cancer surgery + cisplatin and taxol.
September, 2007, SCC of left lateral tongue. Excision.
October, 2009 recurrence in scar tissue, T1NOMO. Free flap surgery from left wrist - neck dissection. 63 year old New Zealander. No chemo, no RT.
February, 2014. New primary in left buccal mucosa. Marginal mandibulectomy, neck dissection, right arm free forearm flap. T1N0M0 but third occurrence and some areas of concern: RT started 8 April and finished 19 May.