Thanks for the kind words Tony. Trying to keep my mind busy but it isn't easy,i've had anxiety for the better part of 15 years now and this has kicked it into overdrive. Trying to keep it out of my mind and if it weren't for having that lump in throat feeling I probably could do it. Funny,today I didn't have that sensation until late in the afternoon and except for being extremely tired I felt pretty good. Needless to say it showed up and here I am again heading for 1 a.m. with sleep not even in my mind. I appreciate the kind words from everyone even though I am still early in finding out whats going on.