Thank you for your message. I have tried numerous times to quit smoking but find it so hard. But I do intend too. Now every time I smoke I really dislike it. This has come as a huge shock to me. I have managed to cut down drastically. It has been just over a week since I saw the oral surgeon. I would have quit there and then. But I know that if idd it immediately I would probably get a sore mouth for a couple of weeks. Which I know does go away.
I just thought it best to wait for the biopsy. Which I knew would only be within a few days. Because I don't want to turn up and be told that they can't do it cos my mouth is sore. But as soon as the biopsy is done then the smoking goes with it. This is a hell of a wake up call. I am really scared. I'm only forty five and I do want to be around for my little boy. He needs his mum. Especially as we lost grandad back in September too. ( his dad's dad. ). I do know that the smoking has probably caused this. I'm just wondering if the monomer may have somehow contributed to it. Or if even the surgery last year may have triggered something.
All I know right now is that I'm really really scared right now. Just got to hope and pray. X x x