Oh thank you, I so needed to hear that! You sound a lot like me, and my Chris may actually be talking me out of the house tomorrow! Doing a lot of praying and deep breathing. I feel once I know what is going on more specifically I'll be able to handle it better. I sooooo don't do not knowing very well! Plus, I don't feel in control right now and I sooo suck at that, too!

Going to take my unisom and get some sleep now! Thank you so very much, I actually have a little smile right now!