Take one day at a time. I felt like givng up everday for any reaon I can find. You completed one giant step to get proper nutrition, and no surgery is easy, so that's an accomplishment, and tje pain will subside. I tried to sty in a comfortable position, not sure if I had pain meds, probably did. Somewhere, deep down, you will find the strength to survive, and be there for your children. If you have any questions, ask.
