Hey Ambra! Not a day has gone by when I have not thought of you. I can relate to a few of the things you are going through. it's not been an easy recovery road for me either, physically and lately emotionally. There's an old PM from me, but noooo pressure to write back. But hopefully we not lose touch for too long of a time. Also I'm sure everyone agrees not to feel guilty about supporting people here on the forum right now. There is a season for everything, it's not your season, yours will come at another time. Take care of yourself. xo

Nancy (53 at dx)
Metastatic SCC. Stage III. HPV positive with occult primary. N1, no ecs
7/1/11 - L-Selective neck dissection. Tonsillectomy. All clean. No rad, no chemo.
5/29/13 - Found primary
7/3/13 - TORS
7/8/13 - Emergency Surgery/Blood vessel burst in throat
8/9/13 - Peg in
9/3/13 - Radiation starts 30 IMRT, 60gy BOT, 56gy both sides of neck
10/14/13 - Radiation ended!
11/12/13 - PEG out!