Hi I'm new to posting though I have been reading all of these amazing experiences. I am truly in awe of the strength and hope that I read. In 2 days I am having a left lower mandiblectomy and I am so scared. My feelings don't even make sense to me. There are moments when I feel that I've got this, no problem and then the next emotion is cancel everything. So conflicted


8/2013 dx sarcoma lft mandible 10/22/2013 fibula free flap with mandiblectomy, peg,tracheotomy, 11/8/13 trach removal, 2nd mandible sx 12/13, 35 IMRT 1/2014.4/2014 chemo x6 only tolerated 3. (Seizures) repeat fibula free flap 1/2016