Ambra, please do yourself a big favor and try to stay very busy. This will help to keep your mind off your medical condition. By staying active it will help you so you wont worry so much. Its a learned skill which took me a while to master but its definitely worth trying to learn it. Try to read a book with a intriguing plot or watch a movie that is suspenseful to keep your focus on other things besides your health. By worrying it will only make you feel bad, it will never change a test result or do anything positive for you. I know its really difficult to not be concerned and think positive but I have faith that you can do it. Remember we are in your corner and here to help you in any way we can.

Good luck with everything!!!


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile